Thank you

"The greatest challenge in your life is to find someone who knows your faults and weaknesses but still willing to embrace you with so much love without a doubt."

~~~I want to take this opportunity again to thank all the people who stayed with me all throughout the days I've been living..first of all, my family..second, my real friends..last but not the least but the BEST, GOD!!! God has been faithful to me even if I was not. "God has led me all my life." (Genesis 48:15) Truly as they say, even if you do not hold onto Him, He is still holding you faithfully and will never let go even if you tell Him to do so. Oh no, YOU never let go, Father! You are my life and the reason that i breathe!

A text message sent to me

Do not grow weary in doing good. (2 Thessalonians 3:13) We get weary in our work at times and want to give up, but we can stay the course if we understand that we’re working for our Lord and ultimately for HIS eyes only (Ephesians 6:7) He is an Employer who sees and knows all we do and He values what we do and why we do it. Knowing that God cares about our work gives meaning to all our actions, even those no one else notices and appreciates. No matter who our boss is, we are really working for GOD!

About me

I am a living testimony of God's glory. These are a few of my favorite Scripture verses that saved me from all the pain of a broken heart...

"I consider that your present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in you." -Romans 8:18

"My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." -2 Corinthians 12:9

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." -Psalm 34:18

And these are a few of the verses that keep me sane and be steadfast in faith...

"Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart." -Psalm 37:4

"Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings." -1 Peter 5:8-9

"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him." -James 1:12

"For everyone who asks receives, he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." -Matthew 7:8

"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." -Matthew 7:13-14

"...See, you are well again. Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you." -John 5:14

"He who keeps instruction is in the way of life, but he who refuses correction goes astray." -Proverbs 10:17

"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom." -Proverbs 9:10

"Be still..." -Psalm 46:10

Friendship

“It is one of the severest tests of friendship to tell your friend his faults. So to love a man that you cannot bear to see a stain upon him, and to speak painful truth through loving words, that is friendship.” ~Henry Ward Beecher

“Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation.” ~George Washington

"Real friends NEVER trample on your dreams. Real friends NEVER leave you when others forsake you. Real friends NEVER take you for granted. Real friends are selfless. Real friends are interested with knowing everything about you. Real friends listen more rather than talk." ~me

There are “friends” who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother. ~Proverbs 18:24 (NLT)

“Though we drifted apart in distance I still think of you as being right here. And although we have many new friends, it is our friendship that means the most to me.” -unknown

“Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing.” -Elie Wiesel

“People do not care how much you know until they know how much you care.” -John Maxwell

About me

Lord, You're my desire..Lord, You are my treasure..in You, i find pleasure..i love You, Lord..there is no other like You!

i may seem boring but i live for God's glory..for all the pain i have been through, this life is not about me anymore..He healed me from my broken heart..He delivered me from my sins..I am a totally changed person..all for God's glory! I will never compromise my faith and the Word of God.

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"I consider that your present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in you." -Romans 8:18




"My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." -2 Corinthians 12:9

~~~But like every woman, I also want to have my true love someday who is going to be my best friend, protector, provider, leader and lover. I can't wait for that man whom God has saved for me alone.

"NOTHING WON EASILY IS APPRECIATED VERY LONG" -Michelle McKinney Hammond

Prayer Requests

Daily Bible Verse

Some of God’s promises for the faithful

Matthew 5

The Beatitudes

1Now when he saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him, 2and he began to teach them saying:
3"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
5Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.
6Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
7Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
8Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.
9Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called sons of God.
10Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

Salt and Light

13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.
14"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

The Fulfillment of the Law

17"Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. 18I tell you the truth, until heaven and earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished. 19Anyone who breaks one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven. 20For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.

Murder

21"You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, 'Do not murder,[a] and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.' 22But I tell you that anyone who is angry with his brother[b]will be subject to judgment. Again, anyone who says to his brother, 'Raca,[c]' is answerable to the Sanhedrin. But anyone who says, 'You fool!' will be in danger of the fire of hell.
23"Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, 24leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your brother; then come and offer your gift.

25"Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is taking you to court. Do it while you are still with him on the way, or he may hand you over to the judge, and the judge may hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into prison. 26I tell you the truth, you will not get out until you have paid the last penny.[d]

Adultery

27"You have heard that it was said, 'Do not commit adultery.'[e] 28But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 29If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. 30And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.

Divorce

31"It has been said, 'Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.'[f] 32But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for marital unfaithfulness, causes her to become an adulteress, and anyone who marries the divorced woman commits adultery.

Oaths

33"Again, you have heard that it was said to the people long ago, 'Do not break your oath, but keep the oaths you have made to the Lord.' 34But I tell you, Do not swear at all: either by heaven, for it is God's throne; 35or by the earth, for it is his footstool; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King. 36And do not swear by your head, for you cannot make even one hair white or black. 37Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes,' and your 'No,' 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one.

An Eye for an Eye

38"You have heard that it was said, 'Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.'[g] 39But I tell you, Do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. 40And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. 41If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. 42Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.

Love for Enemies

43"You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbor[h] and hate your enemy.' 44But I tell you: Love your enemies[i] and pray for those who persecute you, 45that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? 47And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that? 48Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

(February 21, 2008)

my devotions (2-19-08)

Joshua 10:8
The Lord said to Joshua, "Do not be afraid of them; I have given them into your hand. Not one of them will be able to withstand you."

Joshua 10:25
Joshua said to them, "Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Be strong and courageous. This is what the Lord will do to all the enemies you are going to fight."

(February 20, 2008)

Slander

When the ancient Greek philosopher Plato was told that a certain man had begun making slanderous charges against him, Plato's response was, "I will live in such a way that no one will believe what he says." ~Charles Swindoll, Hope Again


1 Peter 3:14-16 (New International Version)
14But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. "Do not fear what they fear[a]; do not be frightened."[b] 15But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, 16keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak maliciously against your good behavior in Christ may be ashamed of their slander.

(February 19, 2008)

One of my real-life testimonies

God is so good all the time! Truly, He blesses faithful servants. Eversince I have been transformed by God, I can see Him move in my life and in the lives of people I love. I also believe that everything has a purpose. He rebukes and suffice me all the time. Today is just one of the most awesome days in my life and I know God will give me more of what I am receiving right now. Everyday, there are really amazing things that push me to continue the race coz I know the prize in the end. Whenever I feel like giving up, God's grace is always sufficient coz He definitely uses people to bless me like my real friends and most of all, my family. This ministry is so rewarding.

This morning, I didn't feel like going to work and lead a cell meeting but then God is really always there to push me. I saw my youths and they always make me happy everyday. We always laugh together. These youths are blessed for the wisdom God has given them. Amazingly, my long-time HS friend attended our cell meeting today for the first time. I was really worried about what I am gonna feed her (really worried). God is so good coz after the cell meeting, she told me that she wants to treat me out in a nice restaurant. She gave me a book and 'pasalubong' from Hongkong. How great is our God! One more thing, there was something deep inside me saying to give the leftover to the poor but then my friend accidentally forgot to give it to me. When she texted me after a few moments we parted ways, she told me that she has given the leftover food to the poor people who asked alms from her. God is so good and awesome for using and speaking to such people to bless other people. This is just one of the proofs that God really exists. He does amazing things because He wants to bless us. He wants us to glorify Him alone for the good things He has done in our lives and never to promote ourselves. He wants to let us know that He is there and will never leave us nor forsake us when we are weak. He shows how mighty He is when we feel so weak and small. Face your giants! Continue prophesying good things that are only after the heart of God and desire for spiritual discernment. When He chooses to bless us, He will pour out blessings so be prepared for RAIN! ALL THE GLORY BELONGS TO GOD ALONE!!!

I am just so overwhelmed I had to write a blog about this but there are more. Ask me if you're interested. hehehe!

I also would like to take this opportunity to thank the people God has been using to strengthen me in the ministry. Much love and respect to Julie Ann (my long-time HS friend), Nathan, Cody, Jergens, Jerevy, Elisha, Earl, JR, EJ, Jessa, Pastor Windsor and Pastora Tess, Weene, Mia, Shadz, Cor, Kuya Israel, Nonie, Ate Cheryl, Kuya Bernie...especially to my beloved family, you certainly make my life worthwhile..i love you all! Continue to bloom and be faithful in God!

(February 19, 2008)

REAL HUMILITY (with quotes)

I am a sinner and everyday I sin but everyday God's grace is sufficient..don't i have the right to share what i've learned in life through God's grace by watching the holiness of others as others watch my holiness too? Tell me, my fellow Christians. Ask before you assume please.

Christians don't need rebuking??? What do you think? I am a proud person too and everyday I learn from other people used by God such as Christian authors, pastors and family and some of my very loyal Christian friends correct me and I ponder on their corrections and change my ways coz I know God uses people who are mature in faith to rebuke me. We, Christians, are called to please God alone not men. We seek the very heart of God that's why we should always be open to corrections and maturity. I have been corrected too many times and I feel so small infront of God when pride overtakes me. One of my very faithful friend took the courage to rebuke me when I once went through a prideful incident and glory to God coz He uses such people to sharpen me more. And because we seek God's heart alone, we should be humble enough to keep to ourselves what we do for others and most importantly for God. Why? Coz if you truly are after His heart, you are already satisfied with the fact that the Father hears and sees everything that you do for Him such as fasting and praying (except for prayer movements). Even if your motives are right, you should also know that God already knows your heart's motives so why not just be silent (for personal only)? Maximize your faith and potentials. Wise people think before they speak and act. I always stand corrected so all comments are welcome. Kindly visit this site: http://www.crosswalk.com/1381847/page1/

"The trouble with steeling yourself against the harshness of reality is that the same steel that secures your life against being destroyed secures your life also against being opened up and transformed by the holy power that life itself comes from." ~Frederick Buechner, Presbyterian minister and American writer

"Let any man turn to God in earnest, let him begin to exercise himself unto godliness, let him seek to develop his powers of spiritual receptivity by trust and obedience and humility, and the results will exceed anything he may have hoped in his leane" ~ Aiden Wilson Tozer

"A man who is eating or lying with his wife or preparing to go to sleep in humility, thankfulness and temperance, is, by Christian standards, in an infinitely higher state than one who is listening to Bach or reading Plato in a state of pride." ~C.S. Lewis

"The unassuming youth seeking instruction with humility gains good fortune." ~Joseph Addison

"A sarcastic person has a superiority complex that can be cured only by the honesty of humility." ~ Lawrence G. Lovasik

Pride is when you make more excuses when you are corrected and you do not listen and ask. You talk more. You try to hurt the other person too (but you can't) by trying to find faults instead of just humbly accepting your mistakes. Pride is when you do not ask what was your fault but you simply pinpoint a mistake (indirectly) that you 'think' the other person has done, well, in fact, it was all you but you couldn't admit it. Give it up. God loves a humble spirit. How do i know? Because I am prideful at times and from observations too. I know one when i talk to one because pride overtakes me at times.

(February 16, 2008)

my devotions (2-9-08)

"Ask before you assume"

"WISE people THINK before they speak and act"

"The only thing that matters is winning the heart of GOD"

God's promises for me today (2-9-08)

Jeremiah 45:4-5
"...This is what the Lord says: I will overthrow what I have built and uproot what I have planted, throughout the land. Should you then seek great things for yourself? Seek them not. For I will bring disaster on people, declares the Lord, but wherever you go I will let you escape with your life."

It's a promise from God. Should I ever seek love and refuge from any man? Having eternal life is enough. It is so easy to please God. Full obedience. That is all. But you do know, that pleasing man is difficult. You can put yourself out there for a year but there will never be a day that you won't displease any man. Trust God and only seek to please Him and all righteousness will be added unto you. Who doesn't want eternal life, anyway?

Exodus 23:20-21
"See, I am sending an angel before you, to guard you on the way and bring you to the place I have prepared. Be attentive to him and heed his voice."

God has something awesome prepared for all of us. Who wants to see it and be in it? As He said, "Be attentive..." Simply LISTEN.

If you want miracles, lay out your faith in the open. Dream BIG and prepare for RAIN.

Examples:

1. If you want the best husband, prepare to be a perfect wife, not only to be a girlfriend. Remember to DREAM BIG.
Refer to: Songs of Songs (Learning to prepare and wait)
Proverbs 31 (Qualities of a Perfect Wife)

2. If you want to be a best friend, be the perfect friend for someone.
"Friends are angels who lift our feet when our own wings have trouble remembering how to fly."
There are "friends" who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother. ~Proverbs 18:24 (NLT)
"Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing." -Elie Wiesel
"People do not care how much you know until they know how much you care." -John Maxwell
Proverbs 17:17 "A friend loves at ALL times..."

3. If you want to be successful in your career, start from the bottom.
"You are only an attitude away from success." ~John Maxwell
Mark 9:35 "...If anyone wants to be first, he must be the very last, and the servant of all."

If you want the best of everything, then "Be still and know that I am God..." ~Psalm 46:10

God loves all of us. He only wants what's best for us. He can clearly see the whole picture ahead of us. All we need to do is trust Him with all our hearts, minds, souls and strengths. Our Father will NEVER lead us astray.

May the blessings, wisdom, love, joy and peace be upon all of you!

All the glory belongs to God alone!

(February 9, 2008)

some riches in the world..are these the riches in heaven too?

1. Beautiful face
Yes you have the most beautiful
face..but will you NOT cover your face
if the Father asks you how faithful were
you to Him while on earth?

2. Money
Yes you can buy all the things you
want coz you have all the money..but
have you ever given God your best share
of what He rightfully owns?

3. Clothes
Yes you have the most fashionable
clothes in the world..but have you ever
clothed an orphan who doesn't even get
to eat everyday?

4. Cellphones
Yes you have the latest cellphone
models..but have you ever called God
without using it just to thank Him for
every little thing you have right now
that not even other people have?

5. Lovelife
Yes you have the most amazing
partner..but have you ever looked up to
our Real Partner and say, "I love You,
even if everyone I have abandons me?"

6. Angelic Voice
Yes you have the voice of a diva..but
have you ever knelt down in utter
amazement and sing your heart out in
worship to our Father who is worthy of
all praise?

7. Intelligence
Yes you are the most intelligent
person in the world..but have you ever
memorized and applied a commandment in
the Holy Bible?

8. Friends
Yes you have friends wherever you
go..but do these friends have the
courage to correct you in the most
gentle way just because they care enough
to watch your holiness?

When the world fades and ends, will we
ever live eternal life? How will you
evaluate yourself? Will God ever say to
you the words that I am so dying to
hear, "Well done, good and faithful
servant?"

Do you think you can bring all the
riches in the world with you when Jesus
comes back again?

Jesus is waiting for you. Do not
hesitate because He never hesitated even
if He was so afraid to die on the Cross.
He was so focused to die for us because
He loves us no matter what. All it takes
is prayer. God has led you all your
life. All your successes and riches
right now were purposed by God. Can't
you see how much He loves you? Why not
offer Him what He deserves?

A life pleasing to God is a life worth
living for.

May all the blessings, wisdom, joy and
peace be upon all of you!

(February 6, 2008)

judge and be judged

First of all, Christians aren't supposed
to be hypocrites..remember the Golden Rule:

"Do not do unto others what you do not
want others do unto you."

Simply coz, if you judge someone, it all
comes back to you..also, God is the only
Judge as it is written..there are things
revealed to me this morning in my
devotions..i will just share 3 verses:

Romans 2:1-3
"You, therefore, have no excuse, you who
pass judgment on someone else, for at
whatever point you judge the other, you
are condemning yourself, because you who
pass judgment do the same things. Now we
know that God's judgment against those
who do such things is based on truth. So
when you, a mere man, pass judgment on
them and yet do the same things, do you
think you will escape God's jugdment?"

If you want respect, give respect and
show yourself some respect coz how you
treat others shows how you treat
yourself too.


Second, i will share a text quote given
to me by a friend:

"Treat everyone with kindness, even
those who are rude to you, not because
they are not nice, but because you are!"

"Never judge, only BLESS and ENCOURAGE"


Third, i have read from a booklet:

"One of the devil's beatitudes are the
critical and judgmental people - for
they shall inherit a place with him in
his fate."


Fourth and the last one:

"The fourth principle that can be found
in Jesus' ministry is the focus on
potential, not problems."

"God never chooses men and women because
of what they are, but because of what
they will become. He knows us completely
and is aware of our weaknesses. He is,
however, in the revolutionary business
of transforming our lives from the
inside out. And so, despite our
awareness of our problems - our
rebellion, our separation from God and
our hopeless condition - God sees that
we have great potential. Jesus operated
on the basis of potential, not
problems." -Agape Leadership Group

See, i was a sinner and still a sinner,
and i do not see myself higher or more
righteous than any other ordinary
individual because just like how Jesus
had chosen His disciples, they were all
unimpressive but He sees the potential
in those people. He loves you just as He
loves me..He always will! All of us will
be transformed for His glory alone..the
question is..is your heart willing to be
used in ways not even your imaginations
can foresee?

Jesus loves each and everyone of us..all
of us..no exemptions! (prisoners,
prostitutes, rapists, drug addicts,
poor, widows and the list goes on) No
one is more righteous than anyone. Share
love and compassion.

Mark 9:35
"...If anyone wants to be first, he must
be the very last, and the servant of all."

God bless everyone..God is always with you!

(February 4, 2008)

real friendship

There are "friends" who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother. ~Proverbs 18:24 (NLT)

"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation." ~George Washington

"It is one of the severest tests of friendship to tell your friend his faults. So to love a man that you cannot bear to see a stain upon him, and to speak painful truth through loving words, that is friendship." ~Henry Ward Beecher

"Friendship is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." ~Aristotle

"When friendships are real, they are not glass threads, or frostwork, but the solidest things we know. A friend is the first person who come in when the whole world has gone out." ~unknown

"True friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable." ~David Tyson Gentry

One of the surest evidences of friendship that one individual can display to another is telling him gently of a fault. If any other can excel it, it is listening to such a disclosure with gratitude, and amending the error." ~Edward G. Bulwer-Lytton

"No love, no friendship can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever." ~Francois Muriac

"Much of the vitality in a friendship lies in the honouring of differences, not simply in the enjoyment of similarities." ~unknown

"No distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other's worth." ~Robert Southey

(January 29, 2008)

Father's love letter

(December 23, 2007)

90 facts

90. First off, what is your name?
~ask me..hahaha!

89. Are you in a relationship?
~yes..with God!

88. Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7?
~yes..God!

87. Do you have any siblings?
~yes..i have 3

86. How many years apart are your mom and dad?
~1

85. Do you love someone?
~yes..i love everyone!

84. What does the 4th message in your text inbox say?
~"Life is supposed to be free from pain, but then SIN came..our bodies are supposed to be immortal, but then SIN came..our faces are supposed to be always smiling, but then SIN came..our hearts are supposed to be always full of joy, but then SIN came..we are supposed to be living our lives close to God, but then SIN came..our souls are supposed to be in hell for eternal punishment, but then JESUS came..For you..and me..Will you continue to SIN willfully? (1 John 3:8)"

83. Who sits beside you in maths?
~not in school anymore

82. Where is your dad right now?
~ living room, watching tv

81. Where is your mum right now?
~ living room with dad, watching tv

80. Do you have any problems in your life?
~none so far

79. Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from?
~none

78. Closest purple object?
~none

77. Closest silver object?
~laptop

76. Closest black object?
~my speakers

75. Do you sing in the shower?
~yes

74. What is bugging you right now?
~none

73. How does your hair look right now?
~all tied up

72. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
~not for now..i need to practice first

71. When is the last time you said the pledge of allegiance?
~do we have that here? hahaha!

70. If you could kill someone, who would it be?
~"Thou shalt not kill"

69. Do you have any fears?
~"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom." I love this verse!

68. What do you hear right now?
~silent night tonight

67. Do you like kangaroos?
~i guess

66. Can you roll your tongue?
~sideways..yes

65. What are you wearing?
~shirt and shorts

64. Are you wearing shoes?
~nope..night time here..wearing slippers

63. What color hair do you have?
~black with brown splashes

62. Screamo or Country?
~i dunno

61. Rap or Rock?
~either

60. Polka dots or Disco?
~polka dots..hahaha! jk

59. Flying or Driving?
~Flying with my wings..hahaha!

58. Who last called you?
~no one..hahaha!

57. Was your Valentine's day nice?
yes..ive received pretty flowers..lilies..my favorite..yay!

56. What are you doing now?
~answering this survey

55. Who's next to you right now?
~no one

54. Would you die for someone?
~yes..God!

53. Would you date anyone from your work?
~no..hahaha!

52. Do long distance relationships work?
~not really..someone has to move out..hehehe!

50. Do you have to pee right now?
~nope

48. What are you doing tomorrow?
~work

47. Do you worry about getting older?
~no..you get wiser as you get older

46. Do you wonder who you'll be with in the future?
~yes

41. Do you eat meat?
~yes

40. Do you or have you ever had AOL?
~is that the instant messenger? yes if it is

39. Do you check xHuh.com for celebrity gossip?
~nope

38. Do you have a jar where you keep your loose change?
~nope

37. Do you own a pogo stick?
~no

36. Do you own a BOPIT?
~no no no

35. Do you own ripped jeans?
~no

34. Do you own a skate board?
~gosh..no again..i want one though

33. What would you do if you found out that you were adopted?
~ask who my real parents are..hahaha!

32. Are you a jealous person?
~depends

31. Do you use a calendar or day planner to schedule everything on?
~no

30. Are you OCD?
~yes..hahaha!

29. Do you have ADD?
~no

28. Do you have low self esteem?
~no

27. Who can make you laugh during the hardest time?
~parents, a few friends

26. What was the last thing you watched on TV?
~PBB

25. What was the last thing you ate?
~beef tenderloin and pinakbet

24. Favorite Food?
~so many to mention

23. Favorite movies?
~50 First Dates, The Notebook, The Passion of the Christ, Left Behind

22. Who do you love?
~family, friends..everyone hahaha!

21. What is playing on your ipod player right now?
~ahhhhh..i sold my iPod and i miss it a LOT!

20.Do you want a tattoo?
~i did before..i do not want it anymore

18. Do you own any big sunglasses?
~yes

17. Bed sheet color?
~blue..with flowers on it

16. What size of Bed?
~regular i guess hahaha!

15. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
~yes

14. Have you ever bungee jumped?
~oh my gosh! not yet..soon i will

13. Have you ever gone Sky diving?
~gosh..not yet and i will do this too..someday!

12. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
~eyes, hands, lips

11. Is it hard to express your feelings to someone?
~nope

9. Are you sad?
~no

8. Are you happy?
~yes

7. Are you angry?
~no

6. what is the scariest movie you've seen?
~none..im not a scaredy cat..hahaha! i don't watch horror films

5. Watched all Spiderman movies?
~nope..hahaha! i guess im so boring huh? hahaha!

4. What are you looking forward to?
~Christmas, food..hahaha! gift from God (i dunno what it is but i have a weird feeling il be getting something)

3. Favorite Lucky Charms?
~none

2. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
~no not yet..sadly..hahaha!

1. Do you want to get married?
~yes

(December 17, 2007)

100 items

1. How old will you be in five years?
~28

2. Who did you spend at least three hours with yesterday?
~my family

3. How tall are you?
~5'5"

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
~it'll be January by then so a new beginning

5. What's the last movie you watched?
~Left Behind

6. Who was the last person you called?
~Ian (a friend of mine)

7. Who was the last person to call you?
~dunno who..i missed the call

8. Who was the last person to text you?
~my little sister, Humility

9. Do you prefer to call or text?
~either..text would be more though

10. Do you have any pets?
~dogs

12. Are your parents married?
~yes

15. What planet do you like?
~Earth

16. What are you wearing right now?
~pants and shirt and rubbershoes hahaha!

17. What is your favorite Christmas song?
~Holy Night

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
~God's arms

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
~none hehehe

20. Where would you go right now if you could go anywhere?
~Europe

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
~none..im a brave kid hahaha!

24. Who was the last person that really made you laugh?
~Jergens

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
~2

26. How big is your bed?
~3 people can fit without moving hahaha!

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
~laptop

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
~with

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
~2

31. What is your favorite season?
~all seasons..all seasons are made by God..it depends on my mood

32. What do you like about summer?
~dry hahaha!

33. What do you like about winter?
~no winter here

34. What do you like about the fall?
~falling leaves

35. What do you like about spring?
~blooming flowers

36. How many states have you lived in?
~none so far

37. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
~too many to mention hahaha!

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
~rubbershoes..rockin! hahaha!

39. Do you like wearing jeans?
~yes..very comfy

40. What was the last thing you ate?
~meat and rice

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
~Seven Corners

42. Longest car trip?
~7hours

43. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
~vanilla

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
~crab and corn

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
~ewwww...hahaha!

46. Do you like Chinese food?
~not really that much

47. Do you like coffee?
~nope..don't drink coffee

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
~im not sure

49. What do you drink in the morning?
~my medicinal orange juice

50. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
~either

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
~yes..i don't move that much

52. Do you know how to play poker?
~nope

53. Do you like to cuddle?
~yes

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
~not yet

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
~yes

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
~at home coz my mom is a good cook

57. What is your favorite cheese?
~whatever..not fond of cheese

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
~nope

59. Do you want kids?
~yes..love 'em!

60. Do you speak any other languages?
~English and Filipino (3 dialects)

61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
~nope

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
~nope

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
~ocean

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
~window

65. Do you know how to drive stick?
~nope

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
~books

67. Do you wear any jewelry?
~nope..just on special occasions

68. What is your favorite TV show?
~i don't watch tv

69. Can you roll your tongue?
~kinda

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
~so many people loves to make me laugh so im not sure who to put on here

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
~nope..satanic hahaha! evil spirits can use them

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
~beep once hahaha!

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
~yes

74. What red object is closest to you right now?
~plastic bag

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
~familiar question..closed..that's why it's called closet = close it!

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
~neither..why would i choose to be attacked? i can pray and God will save me

78. Would you rather fight a chimp or a badger?
~neither

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
~sweet and sour

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
~nope

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
~nope

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
~nope

84. What is your usual bedtime?
~9pm-12am

85. What was the last book you read?
~What to do until love finds you by Michelle McKinney Hammond

86. Do you read the newspaper?
~don't have time anymore..i suck hahaha!

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
~nope

88. Do you still sleep with the lights?
~no

89. Do you watch soap operas?
~no

90. Do you dance in the car?
~no..wish i can dance in a car while standing hahaha!

91. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
~preaching notes

94. What is your favorite candle scent?
~whatevers

95. What is your favorite board game?
~snakes and ladders hahaha!

96. How would you describe pop up pirate or buckaroo as a board game?
~why should i explain this? gosh! can i just preach? hahaha!

97. When was the last time you attended church?
~this morning (December 2, 2007)

98. Which one of your friends have you known the longest?
~so many..like when i was 10

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
~haven't done that yet..i would love to try it though

100. Did you realize you just completed a 100 question survey?
~yeah..what a relief! hahaha! can i just say that there's no question 75 hahaha!

(December 2, 2007)

40 crazy things about me

1. What Is your natural hair color? black

2. Where was your default pic taken? parents' room

3. What's your middle name? Medios

4. Your current relationship status? single and available..hahaha! only devoted Christians can apply..hahaha!

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? most likely

6. What is your current mood? joyful and peaceful coz those emotions can only be attained with God alone

7. What color underwear are you wearing? gosh thats private

8. What makes you happy? God, family, friends and ministry

9. What makes you sad? struggles in life

10. If you could change your past, would you? nope coz if i would change it, i wouldn't be this happy

11. If you MUST be an animal for 1 day- what would you be? an EAGLE!!!

12. Ever had a near death experience? nope

13. Somethings you do a lot? internet , eat, read, text, talk hahaha!

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? One Desire

15. What is something you are looking forward to? ministry..so busy with it right now!

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you? gosh can't remember

17. When was the last time you cried? just this week..can't remember what day

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? not yet..dream to be..i want to sing for God's glory alone!

19. If you could have one super power what would it be? to make everyone believe my beliefs..hehehe!

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, hands, lips

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks? gosh..chocolate cake!

22. What's your biggest secret? nothing really..secrets are secrets! hahaha!

23. What's your favorite color? pastel blue..my most favorite color!

24. When was the last time you lied? can't remember eh

25.Do you still watch kiddy movies and kiddy shows? yes

26. Do you enjoy scary movies? i do not get scared but i do not like watching them coz they're satanic

27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? nothing

28. Do you speak any other language? -aside from English? yes

29. What's your favorite smell? too many to mention..i like Victoria's Secret Love Spell, Clinique Happy, Cologne J&J (spring bouquet)

30. What 1 word to describes your life? blessed!

31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug? can't remember..no one's giving me hahaha!

32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain? i don't think so..il make sure that my future husband will be the first one to kiss me in the rain..exciting! hahaha!

33. What are you thinking about right now? gosh..this is Dennis' favorite question! hahaha! im thinking if Dennis would ask me this..hahaha!

34. Are you worried about global warming? not really..its the sign of the "Last Days"

35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry? secret hahaha! honestly, i do not really get upset or angry anymore..more of God in me!

36. How often do you pray? more often than you do..hahaha! jk i pray whenever i want to..more than 3,4,5,6,7,8 times i think..hahaha!

37. Do you like working in the yard? nope

38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you? my name is my name..i wouldn't be this person if i changed it..it's like telling me to have another dad..i love my dad!

39. Do you act differently around your crush? kinda but i do not seem to have crushes anymore..like i get giddy and nervous..all blushing but that's before when i was younger..i do not think i still get like that now..maybe!

40. Name one song that reminds you of an ex? -Love just aint enough??? hahaha! jk 'You've made me stronger by breaking my heart" i can't remember if that's the title

(October 30, 2007)

Fear factor..hahaha!

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My Result Was:
If there were ghosts, they would be scared of you. You do not believe in fear at all. A great attitude, one must say!

(October 11, 2007)

A WOMAN OF STRENGTH

A strong woman
works out every day to keep her body in shape...
but
A woman of strength
kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape...

A strong woman
isn't afraid of anything...
but

A woman of strength
shows courage in the midst of her fear...

A strong woman
won't let anyone get the best of her...
but

A woman of strength
gives the best of her to everyone...

A strong woman
makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future...

A woman of strength
realizes life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and capitalizes on them...

A strong woman
walks sure footedly...
but

A woman of strength
knows God will catch her when she falls...

A strong woman
wears the look of confidence on her face...
but

A woman of strength
wears grace...

A strong woman
has faith that she is strong enough for the journey...
but

A woman of strength
has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong...with God!

(October 30,2007)